Basically, from the time that I started working here until now I have gotten more and more and more behind on sleep... and it has really started to catch up to me this last month. I don't have insomnia, my sleep deprivation is completely because of my stupidity.
With hopes of getting motivated to make a change, I decided to do some research to see the negative side effects from sleep deprivation. I came across a study done by the
National Sleep Foundation. They surveyed Americans and put them into 5 categories. I fall into the category of "Dragging Duo's." The description is summarized as:
"Members of this segment tend to be out of bed early, work long hours and not get the amount of sleep they feel they need to function at their best. Most say their partner has some symptom of insomnia. Their sleep habits have some negative impact on their daily lives and relationships."Week nights I don't lay down until after 11:30, sometimes as late as 12 or 1. My alarm goes off at 7. With every day of the week that goes by I get deeper & deeper into the hole with lack of sleep. By Friday I'm worthless. People encourage me to "go out & do things," but I literally don't have the energy. I'm done.
When the weekend finally gets here I crash into it. I try to sleep as much as possible, while not totally screwing up my "sleep schedule," but what schedule is there really? I guess I'm just used to doing that before my lamictal days.
I'm sure that Dave's schedule doesn't help. He doesn't go to sleep usually until b/w 2:00-4:00 am on weekdays. When he gets into bed, 90% of the time I wake up. I'm able to fall asleep again within a 1/2 hour, but it totally interrupts my sleep.
I don't blame him though, when we lived together before it wasn't as bad because we had a real bed, but when someone else gets on an air mattress you're up, literally. Then if he gets out of the bed, I drop down at least 2-3 inches. It's not a slow sinking, but literally a drop. It's also really loud. He does his best to be quiet, but there is nothing he or anyone can do to prevent that.
Anyway, I am fully aware that I have to do something. I have to take more responsibility and just f'in lay down earlier!!! It's harder than it sounds. One of the symptoms below is working more than 40 hrs/week. On a technicality since I get an hour in the middle of my day for lunch, thus "not working" I do "work" 8 hrs.
But somehow the people who work "9 to 5" are also considered to work for 8 hours, so how the F*&% are the people working 9-5 getting paid & viewed to work the same amount of hours as me when I have to be here from 8-5, or 8:30-5:30!?!?!?!?!? Do they not eat lunch, NO! It's bullshit! I work f'in 45 hour weeks! Not 40 hr weeks like I get paid for. This country is a piece of shit and is twisting the work day trying to squeeze the life out of the people working in it. And honestly, I would be a lot more productive if I had only 7 hours to complete my tasks as opposed to 8. To help correct this I have started to not take lunch. Work through it & leave 1/2 hr early. Thus being in this place for 8 1/2 hrs which I can handle a lot more easily. On a human factors level not taking a big break isn't 'healthy,' but my little blogging breaks take up that 1/2 hr of lunch through out the day... so I am being somewhat honest by not leaving after 8 hours.
Nate gave Dave advice a while ago, which I agree with. He says that a job won't suck as much if you're not exhausted. Is my lack of sleep the reason that I'm frustrated with my job? Probably not, but I'm sure that it's a significant factor in the equation.
Anyway, I have to get back to working. Numbers need to be crunched. You can read about the study
here. At www.sleepfoundation.org. Below is the section on me, a Dragging Duo. (the italicized bullets don't apply to me, but are on the list).
Who are Dragging Duos?
-More than any other segment, Dragging Duos are likely to be partnered(80%, compared to 67% overall).
-Most Dragging Duos are employed(76%, compared to 65% overall) and many are putting in long hours on-the-job, working over 40 hours per week(55%, compared to 42% overall).
–Dragging Duos are more likely than the average working adult to be employed in technical(33%, compared to 27% overall) or professional managerial(21%, compared to 15% overall) occupations.
How are the Dragging Duos sleeping?
-Compared to the average sleeper, Dragging Duos are less likely than the other segments to report that they “had a good night’s sleep”every night or almost every (35%, compared to 49% overall).
-Many Dragging Duos feel that they are getting less sleep than they need to function at their best (41%, compared to 23% overall). They try to make up their sleep on the weekends by sleeping an average of 7.8 hours (compared to 6.8 hours during the week).
-Dragging Duos tend to rise early during the week, as most are out of bed by 7:00 am (72%, compared to 63% overall).
-The Dragging Duos appear to bring their work home with them, since many (30%) say that at least a few nights each week they are still engaged in activities relating to their jobs within an hour of going to bed(compared to 18% overall).
-Dragging Duos are the most likely of all the segments to be able to fall asleep in less than fifteen minutes(83%, compared to 53% overall).
–In fact, it only takes Dragging Duos an average of about 11 minutes to fall asleep on most nights (compared to 23 minutes overall).
-Most Dragging Duos report that their partner has at least one symptom of insomnia(92%, compared to 76% overall).
–Yet, more so than the average sleeper, they prefer to(73%, compared to 62% overall) and do usually sleep with their significant other(71%, compared to 61% overall).
-Only 19% of Dragging Duos feel they have a sleep problem, which is very similar to all adults (21%). And, they are no more likelythan the typical adult to be at risk for any sleep disorder(34%, compared to 34% overall).
How does the Dragging Duos' sleep habbits impact their daily lives?
-The sleep habits of the Dragging Duos do appear to have some negative impact on their daily lives and relationships.
-During their wake time, some Dragging Duos say that they feel tired, fatigued or not up to parat least three days each week (36%, compared to 29% overall).
-Many Dragging Duos say that because they are too sleepy they have missed events or activities and/or have made errors at work at least once in the past three months (37%, compared to 28% overall).
-Furthermore, either their or their partner’s sleep disorders have caused little problems with their relationship(33%, compared to 25% overall) and about one-fourth say that being too sleepy has affected their intimate relationships(25%, compared to 19% overall).
-More than any other segment, Dragging Duos report that their sleep problem affects their operating a motor vehicle, with 73% having driven while drowsy during the past year (compared to 60% overall) and 48% having nodded off or actually fallen asleep at the wheel (compared to 37% overall).
*I wish today was Friday*